hurting myself!

i keep breaking my heart!

i keep on falling in love!

i keep on waiting for him!

i keep on hurting myself!

i’m foolish…

just foolish…

Fraulein..

Add comment September 7, 2009 frauleinthegirlnextdoor

♥i’m free!♥

Let Go

by:♥Fraulein♥

Let go of him, the one you love

Let go of everything

Thank him and Thank everyone

For making you smile

Take every moment, every memory you had

Know it’s all yours, and it’s what left

It’s all you can do, letting him go

Believe and hope for happiness

There’s no reason to fight the feeling

Cause we all know it’s not easy

So what am i going to do?

Let go and set him free

Forgive myself and forgive him

Be happy because you know you love him

Live like you’re dying, it’s not the end

And never stop trying, it’s all you can do

Fraulein is Free!

Add comment August 11, 2009 frauleinthegirlnextdoor
Tags: freedom

♥just smile♥

Just Smile!

by: fraulein

Just smile though you want to cry

Smile like its not bothering you

Smile like its not hurting you

Smile till your tears just fall

Smile for your broken heart

Smile for those who your feel your pain

Laugh out loud in your hearts’ content

Smile till you feel dumb and your face feels numb

Smile for him, who broke your heart

Smile for love,

Don’t worry I’ll smile, I’ll laugh and love

So just smile and pretend!

Add comment August 1, 2009 frauleinthegirlnextdoor
Tags: broken hearted

i’m so not excited!

School Sucks!

I hate it! Summer is really over! School will start this Monday, i hate to go, but still i must because its important. But i’m a little happy, seeing my friends… GOOD LUCK TO ALL! FIGHTING!

P.S: HELP ME SURVIVE!

FRAULEIN!!

Add comment June 5, 2009 frauleinthegirlnextdoor
Tags: school

Exhausting Summer!♥

Summer is going to end, and my past summer experience were a bit tiring for me, and my cousins. We sleep late, and wkae up late, haha but i was very glad, seeing many places and many people is kinda exciting so i have no regrets at all just new lessons i’ve learned.

♥  Fraulein  ♥

Add comment May 22, 2009 frauleinthegirlnextdoor

Fun Davao!♥

haha!♥ i was there last, last week. its good to see my cousins there, i went alone with my two younger cousins Shawie and Pai, we were a bit scared but we got through the trip, we got to see a lot places there even its not my first time being there but its the first time i’m alone without any guardians haha! but me and my cousins brought one of our aunt, when we watched T2(its not scary!)… haha! we when to the beach but i don’t remember the name of that beach… well having new friends and and seeing my relatives happy is enough to make my summer happy and enjoyable…

Fraulein♥

Add comment May 17, 2009 frauleinthegirlnextdoor
Tags: Summer, Vacation

Fun Maco!

Last April i really had fun in my grandmother’s house at Maco, i’ve seen old and new faces there, even though i lived there when i was still a child i can’t remember all those persons who knows me. Living there makes me think of my family back in Tagum, and living there made lots of new experiences too, and oh i learned to play HighStreet5 its really cool haha! In there i’m the oldest so i must take care of the younger ones, my 3 cousins and my nephew Doy2x, i think it made me a little bit responsible for my actions, words and thoughts. haha i think those experiences made me think that i must be strong and responsible. It may be the last chance of spending my time as a teenager for this is the last year of being a high school! senoir baby!!

Fraulein♥!

Add comment May 16, 2009 frauleinthegirlnextdoor
Tags: Summer

L O V E L E S s!

Loveless indeed! Everything seems dim, all I do is boring, I know I’m here but it seems I’m not here at all. There’s something lacking within, I always imagine that someday, someone will just take me away, then that person will take my sorrow and that person will never leave me and he will love me. But every person I loved just won’t love me back. Is this some curse? Is this because I’m unlucky? or just because it isn’t time. But still I’ll be waiting and maybe I’ll search for you(whoever you are)… And because that time is still yet to come, I’ll continue to fight!

FRAULEIN♥

Add comment May 4, 2009 frauleinthegirlnextdoor
Tags: Emotions, Feelings, Love

Stupid in Love!

I’m so stupid when it comes to love, I easily fall for someone, so I easily get hurt. Yeah I’m stupid when it comes to love, I give advice to my friends about love, but I don’t know what to do when the situation is already in my darn life. Maybe I’m just whining because I never had that feeling with a boyfriend I like, I love. I’m also broken, my first love, I had to give him up, because he and my bestfriend likes each other, then that guy arrived I really like him but he likes my other bestfriend, and my first boyfriend came, I was never seriuos in our “relationship”, I didn’t even recognized him as my boyfriend, we were only steady for 2weeks, i broke up with him, and he posted on his shoutout, “why are you breaking up my heart”, I was very guilty, the thing I played with his feelings, I made him a fool in loving me, but it’s in the past now. Well I learned from my mistakes, but still I’m looking for the one.

Add comment April 11, 2009 frauleinthegirlnextdoor
Tags: Emotion, Feelings, Love

SUMMERTIME!!

It’s really summertime! Well, it’s hOt and I’m sloppy… I have many plans this summer, maybe, bird watching! haha!! nah, sleep overs in my cOusins’ hOuse and maybe excersise! Piano lessons too (I don’t want to do it)… I’ll just go to the beach, just relax and have a good time there, and oh! Overtime in the net! haha! I’m not in the mood in anything,(expired!).. Well to you reading this, have fun… XD!

Add comment April 1, 2009 frauleinthegirlnextdoor